When I was in primary school in Indonesia, I used to be very shy and quiet and was often bullied. I could not share this with anyone as I did not have friends and my parents were too busy at work. Even though I received Christ, I was taught that I would be judged by God based on my works. Since I could not perform enough good works, I felt more and more condemned.

As a result, I grew up with a low self-esteem and longed for the approval of man. When I was in primary six, I dated an older guy, whom I thought loved me for who I was. He turned out to be addicted to pornography. I was influenced and became addicted to it as well. I turned to pornography to find pleasure and to escape reality every time condemnation set in.

However, my life was transformed when I moved to Singapore to pursue my secondary school education. I started to attend New Creation Church. I realized that the God whom I thought demanded righteousness from me is in fact a loving Abba Father who provides righteousness as a gift. I learned that I could always turn to Him for help and that His love for me would never fail. Since then, my relationship with God the Father has been restored. I have also been freed from pornography addiction.

Thank you, Pastor Prince, for preaching this amazing gospel of grace. I have been truly blessed. All the praise to Jesus.