My mother committed suicide about 25 years ago. My 4 children were very young, and I did not want them to watch me grieve. So I never allowed myself to cry or show any signs of grief.

Over the years, I developed a deep sadness that I didn’t understand. It was so bad that I couldn’t even sing during worship at church without crying deeply. I felt like my mind and emotions were stuck in a dark pit, and I couldn’t get out of this place. I received prayer, but the sorrow never went away.

I recently watched a video by Pastor Prince that talked about worldly sorrow and how it kills. After watching it, I felt like my insides were being crushed by the sorrow I was feeling. I felt led to go to the digital prayer on the Joseph Prince Ministries website. I saw that there was a “grief and loss” prayer option, so I went to it. I began weeping again so deeply, as if it was coming from my core.

After the prayer, I felt like tons of bricks had been lifted off me! I felt lighter, freer, and I knew the spirit of grief had left me! I have no sorrow or grief in my life anymore. Praise Jesus! His love and grace have set me free! Thank You, Abba God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit, and Pastor Prince for ministering to me!