I experienced two devastating miscarriages in 2012 and 2013. I was shocked and heartbroken as my two pregnancies previous  to these were normal. I began to wonder if God was punishing me for some sin in my life that I was unaware of.

One day, I came across Pastor Prince’s sermon on Trinity Broadcasting Network and heard him say, “What God has cleansed, don’t call unclean.” That caught my attention and stirred something within me. I began looking for this message online so I could listen to it in its entirety, but I could not find it. However, I began listening to Pastor Prince’s other teachings and stumbled upon one about God’s grace.

I had been a Christian for years and thought I understood grace. But I realized that my understanding was incomplete. Through Pastor Prince’s teachings, I learned that God had already punished His Son, Jesus Christ, for all my sins and that He would be unjust to punish my sins again.

Learning this freed me from guilt regarding my miscarriages and the wrong belief that they were punishment for some sin in my life that I was unaware of. I had been condemning myself and that had kept me from having confidence in God.

In January 2015, I had a surprise pregnancy. I was at a crossroad—to choose fear or faith over the next nine months. I realized that nine months was a long time to fear losing another baby so I chose faith and decided that no matter what, I would not be afraid. I told God that I was casting myself completely on His grace!

I gave birth to a healthy baby boy on September 1, 2015. God has turned my sorrow into joy! I am so thankful that He led me to listen to Pastor Prince’s message on grace!