When I was a child, I was molested. This made me hate God because I felt that He was biased toward men and made the Scriptures favor them. I also felt that it was a man’s world and I could not talk about the problems I was facing.

I became an atheist who thought, “What is the worst thing God can do? He has already said that He would send us to hell so He might as well do it.” I figured that if I was going to hell, I might as well earn the right to be there. I eventually got so battered by life I became disillusioned and suicidal.

I finally got so tired of hating God that I started reading the Bible, from Genesis to Revelation. I got through it almost three times, save for Leviticus, Numbers, Jeremiah, and Ezekiel on the second and third read. Reading the Bible started to change my mind about God. I started thinking, “If God loved His people so much that He would defeat their enemies for them, there must be some redeeming quality about this God.”

I remember praying to this unknown God and giving my life to Him. I also got baptized and became hungry to know Him more. Then I got to know about Pastor Joseph Prince’s teachings through Christian Broadcasting Network.

I remember being cynical while watching him preach, thinking what Pastor Prince was saying was too good to be true. But something did touch me then and I kept going back to watch him preach the gospel. It has been almost five years now since I started watching his broadcasts. I have been blessed by the messages and found my freedom in Christ.

Thank you for the gospel of grace and thank God for His grace.