Two years ago, I came to the end of myself and was on the verge of suicide. I’d prayed and fasted, and given my time and money, thinking that all that would get God’s attention and blessings. But all my efforts were in vain.

I was not only jobless, but I was also broke after having spent all my savings to start a business that failed. I was very ill and suffered from severe high blood pressure, swelling in my right breast, migraines, insomnia, and oppression. In addition, my fiancé broke up with me a few weeks before our wedding. After that, I was in a few relationships but none of them worked out.

It seemed as if nothing was going right for me. I felt like I was under some kind of evil spell and would never amount to anything. I had given up on everything and begged God to let me die.

In August 2014, I wanted to take my life by swallowing whatever drugs I could find, but I was afraid I would end up in hell if I died like that. So I cried out to God to help me and told Him, “If Jesus truly died for me, do not allow His death for me to be in vain.”

Shortly after, I stumbled across Pastor Joseph Prince’s messages on my sister’s phone. I started listening to these messages out of boredom. As I listened, I wanted more and would listen to Pastor prince’s sermons non-stop for hours, sometimes going without food.

The message of God’s grace has changed my life completely. It has revolutionized my thoughts about God, Jesus’ death, and the church.

Pastor Prince, I am no longer depressed. I have also been healed of severe high blood pressure and the swelling in my right breast. I no longer have migraine headaches. Now I sleep peacefully at night and am not troubled by what the enemy is doing. Even though I am still jobless, I just rest and focus on Jesus’ finished work on the cross. I no longer live in self-condemnation and guilt. I rely completely on God’s love for me.

Four months after I started listening to your messages, I met someone and we are now engaged and planning to get married. He is also listening to your messages. This relationship is so much better than all the past failed ones.

Like the woman at the well after she met with Jesus, I cannot help but tell everyone about this message of grace. I have shared your messages with many people who needed to hear them. I’ve also seen many of them blessed by these messages.

Thank You, Jesus. Thank you, Pastor Prince. I pray for you and your family, and all the other men of God who are working with you to change the lives of people around the world. May God continue to bless you. You have blessed me richly and I am eternally grateful.